closing

So after a long careful and thoughtful time, Ive decided to take a long break from my business.
With going to the Dr.'s two and three times some weeks and fatigue being one of the main symptoms, doesnt go well with the hot temps and long shoots...
I want to come back if/when I can give customer service that I dream of and I can be more professional. I hate that I feel like such a failure. I hate that I am known to take great pics but not give them in a great time. I hate that if a person insist on their type of shoot and I'm too nice to stand my ground and let them do their thing, like have a shoot in the harsh light, yet not love the pics, I take it personally...but until Harry Potter comes to work with me, there is nothing we can do if I choose to take them and not be the professional I am and say no....

So yes, in my dreams I will come back, but for now I want to go back to a 9-5 job, where my personal life doesnt run into my business life....

I feel like i never have time to blog, play or anything...so hopefully this will help....i want to love it again.............