I sit here jamming to Britney and alot of other songs that make me smile....I started spotting today. DPO 11 :( Lovey and were so chessey hoping that I would finally be knocked up and then I started spotting ugggg. I have not decided whether we will do clomid again or try anymore. Today I say no, we need a break, but then tomorrow I will want to try again. I think. Do I get the flu shot if I start clomid in a couple days?
My Dad is very sick. They gave him about a year to live from September this year. He won’t tell any of us kids anything.
And to make a REALLY LONG story shorter...My brother is trying to buy my Dad out. He is doing this for a few reasons. For my Dads health is one of them . My Dad is so stressed by everyone calling him for money and yet he is so sick. Also so my Dad can go into the mission fields the last year of his life. His heart is there, he belongs there and away from all this termoil. Well, my brother already owns 19% of the company shares. Another investor owns 35%. Another owns 5 or 10%. My Dad owns 1% and his wife owns 35 or 40% of shares. My Dad was giving my brother the company and now he is asking WAY too much money for his wife and his shares. He finds DJ wanting to buy them out as a challenge...as an insult. not as a peace offering.
We will go bankrupt if my brother doesn’t buy the company and adjust our spending...My brother has tried to share with my Dad how we can save money by cutting expenses but my Dad takes the advice as an insult. He thinks that if he takes the advice from a 28 year old than it looks like he doesn’t know how to run the company.
And then on top of all the nasty emails- saying how incompetent we all are, he throws in there -that DJ would do what he asks IF he had any concern/regard for his unborn child. His wife joined in on this advice in her last email...and out of all the nastiness, I can’t understand how they can call themselves servants of God, but more.... it bothers me that he uses guilt to try and guilt my brother into doing what he wants : If you love you daughter you would......And it makes me mad because if my Dad loved my brother and his unborn daughter than he wouldn’t be putting us all through this nonsense and he doesn’t do anything for his kids so how can he scold DJ for not being a good Dad to his unborn daughter and yet be like this to his own children.
It urks me to no end. Mess with me and Im hurt, but used to it….but mess with DJ, I get so angry.
And you are asking yourself...what does your Dad want from your brother? And what’s so hard with him doing it? Well, this may be TMI but we made 8 million in gross sales last year and you want to know what our net profit was? Try 56k...um 56k is all. Now with the wonderful economy we are down to 6 million in sales this year and expenses are the same and we are losing money left and right. So to stay the same is what my Dad wants. He wants to spend money we don’t have and yell at us and tell us what dirtbags we are for not making more money. Um, United airlines ground all 90something of their B737's, that’s how much they are hurting for money, but we are only down not even 20% and yet we are dirtbags, slackers, on vacation, taking advantage and whatever mean thing he can say and all because he wants every employee to have a printer on their desk (toner too) ...and get the best pens and paper, provide free sodas to all employees, supply snacks for all the employees. I can guarantee they would give up the luxuries to keep their job and they would love to not be told they are useless and that would mean more than free sodas any day...With the minor cuts my brother wants to do will shoot our profit up to over a half million with only 6 mil in sales…
This is such a longer story but I will only spew a little of it out like the vomit it is..
Sorry to rant, but uggggggg
please pray for peace for me..
I went to a wedding this weekend and it was so small but so beautiful. Kim took pictures. I wanted her to take pics at my wedding but couldnt afford her. She is sososo talented. Here is the link to the blog. She is friends with the bride, whom I babysat for when I was 11 yrs old...
http://www.kimberlyjarman.net/2008/10/liz-and-durann-huband-and-wife.html
I saw her entire family whom I also babysat. I hadnt seen them since my mothers funeral 8 years ago. It was nice. I gave blood earlier in the day though and was sosososo not myself. I didnt eat and it made me winded and my balance WAY off and in heels it wasnt a good combo.
My husband won both of his softball games last night. They were playoff games. He was so happy. He got a nice rash on his leg from sliding which bled for hours but its like his batle wound which he is so proud of.
dork. haha
