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Wednesday, October 14, 2015

believe

years ago while battling infertility with multple ivfs, a friend told me to believe not that i was pregnant but that  no matter what happened i believed God would help my soul.....so now all these years later i am faced with another battle and so im believing and God has shown me that im so luved....which helps my soul....from all the prayers, messages, text, flowers, gifts, events I dont doubt the love...so thank you thank you thank you

Thursday, October 8, 2015

Lucky me

Yes I have non treatable or terminal breast cancer. I am going to my neurologist in Gainesville Florida to ask him if my SCA will be affected if I wilI do chemo again.

 If I do chemo I am looking at two and a half years if I don't do chemo I am looking at two years.
I had a 70% chance of the cancer being they cancer I already had and beat. And I only have 30% chance of it being triple negative and I'm in the 30% range. It is already a stage 3 or 4... and my oncologist reassured me that me going off my tamoxifen has absolutely nothing to do with this cancer that is not affected by hormones.
Please pray for my broken heart and please pray that I know what to do.
And I have to remember that my God is bigger than this