New Day

So today I get to start learning at a photo studio...I am SOOOO excited.. Im happy because I have wanted to learn this for awhile but also because it will be a nice distraction. I am broke. I keep crying all the time. Lovey just hugs me. He seems to not be as sad because he thinks we will get pregnant by ourself which I dont think so but he so does....

I worked out yesterday. I ate REALLY good. I wanna loose 20lbs ASAP.

I have cousin/aunt night which Im sure I will cry at...i love them all and I thought I would pregnant longer than 5 minutes..ugggg

i put two songs on my playlist by hillsong...Healer and you came to my rescue...Im trying to live these songs.

I wonder if I am going through this to bring me closer to God. I rely on him but really myself more than anyone.

k, i have so much to do...

babysit Cooper when he gets here, upload pics from our trip and clean some more of my house.

We went to Disney for 5 days. It was wonderful...tiring but wonderful. We got a new 55 inch TV in our living room. Its VERY nice and Im not even into TV's. My husband signed me up for our moms neighborhoods fall festival that she runs for a photography booth. He says I have to do it. I ordered business cards and I have to make a website, but Casicline Designs is on its way. I am only nervious because my balance isnt so great to be taking pics but IM DOING IT!!!!

I went to Acupuncture again. I love it. I go to the Dr on Thursday to get this IVF party started again. I hope the cyst shrunk and I hope my FSH is down.

I have been taking wheat grass pills, CoQ10, Monavie, and another antioxdiant......so we shall see if its works:) Also other than me TOTALLY not doing the GF diet or any diet in Disney, Im on it again...but, can you say ohmylanta I ate aLOT!!!!!