The card said believe...
then Lovey aunt and uncle and family who hadnt been here in 6 yrs just stopped by..His Aunt went through like 8-10 miscarraiges and a baby dying in the hospital when he was born...they had no idea about me....it seemed kinda perfect. She told me not to give up. Dont quit.
I truly dont know what to do....
A friend had this song go through her head all day and emailed it to me...here are the lyrics....hits so close to home...the writer wrote it when she was going through her long battle with IF....
In the Waiting by Shannon Wexelberg
I’ve tried to be strong
Is there something I’ve done wrong?
‘Cause I’ve been waiting here so long.
You see each tear
As the months have turned to years.
For some reason You must want me here.
But I can see You’re breaking up my fallow ground
In this season of such barrenness,
Lord, I have found
(REFRAIN)
You are in the waiting
In that moment of my life
When my faith and hope collide.
While my heart’s anticipating
Just how and when You’ll move
That’s when you prove
You are in the waiting, too.
So plant Your seed
Till it’s living, Lord, in me.
Make me all You want me to be.
Unveil my eyes
If I’ve exchanged the truth for lies.
Give me faith so I can see
The work that you began
You will complete in me.
And I don’t have to understand the place You’re keeping me.
(BRIDGE)
You give me water in the desert.
You lift me up on eagles’ wings.
And from way up high
I can see my life
From Your view of things.
And though I’ve cried for an answer
I believe that I can say:
“Thank You, Lord, for every answer
You’ve delayed.”
