ponytail

Sooo what I am about to say may mean more or less to some....Today, I put my hair in the first ponytail in over a year a half. This was a huge deal for me. When I was younger and single people said I had the nicest hair and feet. Yes most people get eyes, ass, and lips but not me.....so even though people meant so well, it wasnt JUST HAIR like i was told....often, it was beauty. So now that I can put it in a pony AGAIN, wonderful cant even explain how happy I am....

ayayayyyayayaya

Breast Cancer Awareness

So I have heard from a few people..."I don't mind BAC but i am sick of seeing pink ribbons"....and yes, just like everything...everyone is different. And I pray that no one has to go through it to understand it more but for me.....every.single.time I see a pink ribbon it would reinforce all the support from my friends and family and now its like a proud moment....like i beat that monster and for my win I get pink ribbons....so i love them.

And i truly believed that because i had an A cup and wanted a boob job that I would never ever get breeast cancer....and that was soooo false. I had 5 tumors, not just one, but five...sooo please feel yourself up. Early detection could save your life.....

The first chemo did not work on me and so the surgery i had is much more visual on the side that my cancer was on....so my detection probably saved my life.