thankful

So I go to physical therapy 3 times per week. My therapist has recently made it super hard....so am I thankful that Im so freaken tired after therapy? or that my therapist kicks my ass? or that I jumped for the first time in years.....ok the last thing. I might have cried a little bit.....

Then I came home to a husband that has scraped and painted our ceiling so our old popcorn ceiling is now smooth :)  I painted so well that I make contractors jealous....ok maybe of my dance moves.....but I helped lovey paint and painting is BY FAR not my favorite thing to do. but jamming is!!!!

yes, I want a medal...I got my ass handed to me at therapy and then came home and helped paint my living room.

Talk about perspective

As Im getting dressed and I hate how I look.....this was taken 9 months before cancer

and this was taken last week after my 2nd haircut. PLEASE NOTE THAT MY HAIR NEVER LOOKS THIS GOOD WHEN I DO IT!!

and so its.................. different

then I go to Michales to buy stuff with my husband and our neighbor is there WORKING...yes she has cancer for the 3rd time, she is losing her hair....again and doing chemo.....again.

so as I dont love how I look at least I got some perspective

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priceless perspective

also its 6 months 11 days till I will die/highlight my hair

my memory or ????????????????

ok I had the worst memory before and ever since chemo its way worst. And right now your saying, no mine is way worst. But I win- hands down. Not only do I never remember what I came in a room for but I forget  entire conversations. BTW, my husband has ALWAYS thought he told me something- me and his twins wife would compare stories but now I cant even argue that he didn't tell me something  cause he just might have and i just dont remember...its like pregnancy brain times 545241254. Maybe its not chemo brain-maybe its age!!! I am getting old....ok older

btw- I got my 2nd haircut and she can style it wayyyyy better then me

She must be an angel

so a few weeks back, I had the honor of taking the newborn pictures of my amazing hairdressers daughter, Amanda. For you that don't remember, she is the one that gave me the oh so cute pixie cut shown here. I love here. She unselfishy has made me pretty and taken pics of me. So this was the least I could do....


so here they are...............