so I had a bad day...laaalaala

K, this morning the Embryologist called and told me the below info. He said he had already called Dr Hughes at the genetics place as they were in a bad place and wanted us to be informed to make the best decision that we could. He told us that we had a few options:
a. forgo this cycle, freeze the embryos that we might have on Sunday, and do another cycle to get more eggs so we can send alot more to have PGD
b. put the two embryos in as is and pray that it is not sick and that it takes
c. send the two off for biopsy, but he highly pushed for us not to do this.

Well Lovey called his mom on the way home to see me and make sure I was ok. He told her that we could put in two embies and maybe get twins, its unlikely, but so was the octomom. He said what if both babies are sick like Cass? I don't want to bury my wife and my kids before me. And as much as I ached when he told me, I agree.

So I have been trying to get ahold of my step mom/owner of my Dads company. Well she emailed me and told me the other day that I may not have a job soon ( I asked her why she wasn't returning my calls or text or emails or why I was blocked in our database for work). She has to do layoffs. This is the same day that I hear that she hired her neighbor and isn't laying off others that we can do without, so lets layoff my dead husbands of three weeks daughter who is in the middle of IVF.

Since we have to make an informed decision I have Lovey call her to make sure I will have insurance next month. She sends him to VM..surprise surprise.....So a girl at work tells me to try and IM her...so I do and she answerer's and says I will have insurance but I have to pay for it in full. Work will no longer pay any of it. Then she tells me she has some meeting at 11am and she will let me know after 11am if I will still have a job. Well its 5:53 my time that's either one VERY long meeting or she never got back to me. Another accountant told me that as of July 1st, I will have to pay for own cell. This was after I emailed 3 times, text to my step mom/head acct, and called from my cell to let them know my house phone was turned off for nonpayment of 3 months.

I just don't understand. How is it that my Dad dies 3 weeks ago and she is laying off his kids? I haven't gotten paid on time in 3 months or longer. I haven't been paid a commission in over 2 years, when I made the company over 2.3 millions in sales in 07.... Everyone at our company makes more money than me without any commissions, but since I haven't been paid commissions in over 2 years, it makes me the lowest paid staff there....
*So lets not layoff the S/R manager that was hired unnecessarily years ago that makes 2x what I do, that cant even do the shipping or receiving persons job,
*one of the three accountants for a small sales company
*not pay the cleaning lady an arm and a leg to clean every week,
*not pay for creamer or doughnuts every week
*not pay for the expensive coffee cups with liners that she has...
instead lets lay of my dead husbands daughter who is in the middle of IVF and hasn't gotten paid on time in months and is such a hard worker.

So I tell her that I am not working for my brother just in case she thinks that I am and she tells me that she is doing some research to show otherwise...which is lie because I am NOT working for him. He made a deal last month were he made enough money for his bills, but has done nothing since. He has some other stuff in the works, but I am not with him at this time nor have I been this entire time. I don't know if she remembers but I was with my dad for the few weeks of his life....then back there for the funeral... Her BFF in our Malaysian office is the sales manager and hasn't got so much as $20.00 in orders in months and yet she isn't getting laid off.

I have let go that my Dad has left her over a million dollars in life insurance. All his bills, mortgage and trucks paid off. She had the special insurance on everything to pay it off if my Dad died....so 1 million of clean cash...and we get nothing- which is fine....sooooooooooooo fine. But can you wait to lay me off till after my IVF to produce a child who isnt sick like me is over. k thanks...uggggggggggggggggg

I just don't understand how she can claim to be this christian woman but yet be so mean to us.

I mean it would be hard to hear but it would be nice if she just called and said...hey cass, things are bad with work. You know you haven't gotten paid on time in months...and I have to do layoffs and unfortunately it maybe you. I hate to do it but I might....but instead I get nothing but the IM from this am, and email after I beg for something for days, and an email from the other accountant about my cell.

its wrong, yes it is

so I have been on the phone with my insurance and it loooooks like this cycle and the next will be covered. this is really good news. I am waiting for the insurance to call me back to confirm, but if this is the case then Im am not as sad, at all....

no job...maybe mcdonalds will hire a knocked up girl....