As I type this I am fighting the feeling of puking everywhere....and this is not a good thing for my laptop or me...no I am not pregnant. Lovey and I have seperated. He told me he wants a divorce but his Mom says I need to hold out and just give him time. It was be a VAST understatement to say I am just devested, because I am worse than that. I am at a loss for words and that never happens.

He came home last night from a softball game and told me those famous words...Im just not feeling it anymore. I asked if we could do more counseling like we had planned after the new year and he said no, we have already tried that.

I dont believe in divorce. So this is hard for me. There were some things a few months back that happened that made me want to leave but I thought we need to work to make this better. Now since we have been getting along, he says this. He says we have only gotten along because he stays at work and avoids me. Nice.

Now I am sick and I think I am VERY insecure because of this fact. It consumes my thoughts, but I dont think enough to warrant him to opt out...

I feel like this...hey Gary, your life is bad huh?
does you wife yell at you? um no.
Oh she is lazy and a slob? um no
Oh she doesnt work or bring home money? um no
Oh she must always be in a bad mood then? um no
then what? WTF?

Seriously what?

he says we've just grown apart...um 8 years? wtf

more time

I get a call from a really good friend of mine to let me know that she did it...She finally did it..She finally started a blog, etsy and twitter...She is sooooo talented and sooo funny so I am so happy about it all but one thing...um I have no time now and now she starts this amazing blog so guess what...Im gonna have even less time with all the stalking Ill be doing....hahahhaha

what? you want to see her blog? heehee
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