I lived....now live

so 2 years ago i had a super long surgery and became cancer free.....Here is the story...... This surgery was super hard, but im so glad for all the love shown me during a hard time from my recliner, my husband, a maid, i could go on and on....
here is me on that day

and just now

I prayed for this day sitting hopeless with my drains and living on pills....and its here. im going to cracker barrel tonight.

every night turns into dawn...............

everything was sooooo different 2 years ago.......

2 years ago i still had cancer
2 years ago , they found it in my lymph nodes
2 years ago i had no hair and now i have enough that is froing hence why no pics....
2 years ago one of my many doctors drew all over me

2 years ago i prayed for this day to come
2 years ago i was sure i would die in surgery because my mom and dad died in may

to be continued tomorrow.......

lucky me

may 14- went out to my car and there was a card on the windshield, had a bad sore throat and he brought me home soup and vitamin water may 15- made me breakfast sandwiches even though we only had two eggs. went to bank and paid mortgage. may16 may 17- made burgers for our guest because i luv them may 18- may 19-text me that he loved me may 20-bought me a magazine and said i am with you when i sneesed

choose to be thankful

so yesterday was mothers day where celebrate mothers everywhere....it was also the anniversary of my Mom dying in hospice.....so im reminded about all infertility, the miscarrige, the fact ill never have children, and that my Mom has a great seat to see what kind of girl i am......

so a list of things to be thankful it is:
1.  have a husband that still likes me
2. my hair is getting long enough to style it
3. a mother n law that loves me alot
4. my husband got me a chillow which i pray works
5. i have become friends with the people loveys bowl with

Im super happy that children have their parents, just be thankful that you have them