In my last post I talked about alot of what ifs...well the cancer has spread to my dads brain. He spoke to the brain surgeon this morning and he said that they are just going to monitor the cancer for now. They did a CT scan of his lungs and they said his lung was partially colapsed. I asked if they could see if the chemo is working yet and was told by my stepmom that the Dr will be calling to tell them any info. They are going tomorrow to the hospital to drain some liquid from his lung.
Ill say again that I know that my step mother is under alot of stress but manoman she is being soooo mean.
Its fun not only trying to cope with your Dad possibly dying but then to have my step mom just be so evil..well its just wonderful. And then to claim to be a woman of God, well thats sad. I pray that God opens my eyes and helps me understand it all and to give her peace so she isnt so broken.
I got my period today. This is not good because we actually were together, had lots of "quality time" but its good because I took Maca root this month. It lengthened my cycle even though that is not a known side effect. It made me in an amazing mood everytime I took it. I really liked it. But today I got my period, so no babies. yet.
If we were pregnant, the baby would have been due on my dads birthday of April 12th and with all this nonesense it would have been nice. unlikely, but nice.
I am leaving for Chicago in 2 weeks, I am very excited about this. Victoria is having our nephew soon, then I will go see my Dad.
