every.single.day

i hardly ever say how i feel always putting other feeling in front of my own....so my fb post are now very vague and no longer about my husband whom i adore still....almost 13 years later i still adore him. every.single.day.

I read 42546387 post about ONLY INSECURE WOMEN write how they adore their men.....um no...and today as im scrolling on fb i see a women who did IVF with me and it worked!!!! lost her hubby due to a car accident, leaving her widowed and a single mother of 3....so im taking this moment to say i adore my husband.....everyday he wakes up at 5am and works for us,  never complaining about our smaller then normal income, takes me around the world not ashamed of my illness, tells me im beautiful alot, makes dinner for us every.single.night.....and as im sobbing hating that i cant do my hair straight, he takes over and does it....so yes lucky me......

husband

so people ALWAYS say my husband said THIS......MINE DOESNT.but i get chocolate chip cookies too show me the romantics...it so sweet... he is a guy full of actions not words. i wont lie there are times i wish he would say it but then i remember i would rather actons anyday.

perspective

letter from in the airport going to Dallas

k…Its December 20th today and yesterday we got engaged…yeppers……….i have to say…I think that today I look like a total dork..here I am sittin on this plane cryin tears of joy. I think ididnt cry like this cuz I was in shock and telling the story…I cant begin to describe the feeling of this “perfectness” I mean its so …like Victoria said…surreal… feel like im the luckiest person to ever live…I mean I knew it would be amazing…but as I got on the plane and found a card from Lovey that said…Mrs Cline….i said awww…then it was a christmas fiancée card that he bought weeks ago. I know cuz he bought 2 cards to get me the frosty and those were them…they card is so amazing…but what he wrote brought tears to my eyes…ill scan later….it said….to my future wife….i luv you..have an amazing trip and ill see u in a few days….and then it says…thsnks for sayin yes….Lucky meI mean really….i cant stop cryin. I got engaged before and there is no comparison…I wasn’t aloud to tell anyone…and lovey is so excited he wants to tell everyone….he said he wanted to buy me the bride book…my first one but Vicky beat him to it…she gave me my first gift last night. I got a card from Jessica too…I have the best friends and the best life…doesn’t get better than this…I asked Lovey he wanted to get married in like 5 months or 10-12…he said 4-5 months…so we will have to plan this quick…mom said she knows someone with a huge house that maybe we can have it at….someone famous or something….im so interested….i would love to have it dusk…outside..with so many lil lights…and soooooooooo much love…..I cant even begin to say how happy I am……I never in a MILLION years expected to be floating like this….Lucky me….again..Xoxo