Such a great day

The other day we went fishing with a friend and to say it was amazing ...does not even say the least. I always always always play it out  in my head and they never are as good as what's in my head but on this day it was even better. My husband went above and beyond to help me. Like i want to sell everything we own so we can afford a boat

4525487 dolphin but not big enough

this is poop from a fish ugggggggggg

this is my awesome fall from a week before wound

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i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuv me some desseet and i look over and see these......yeah luv him

loveys 20 yr reunion

tonight is lovey 20 yr high school reunion.....its at the wiskey blue hotel at the W hotel...I cant wait....my husband and his twin are still cute boys with successful careers.... to say the least they are still to be desired....

on to the awesomeness of my lovey not in words....took me to get my nails done, let me get a dress too, got me 16 choco chip publix cookies, took me on a date to jimbos just because, made me a great luuunch because i cant do it......wants to take me places to show me off....and some ok alot of u will be like omg, u are so aloud to buy a dress but when you only have one big income and mine is small, im soooooooooooooooooo thankful i get to spend money......

i can Still do my own make up

my ohsocute dress

my ohsohandsome Lovey

inside the bar

inside the bar

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 inside the bar

 loveys handsome twin

loveys cute twins wife

Pot wall

So my lovey forever has said that he wanted to do a pot wall, and I had no idea what was in his head except for the tile that he wanted to use and the pots that he wanted... well he finished it today and it looks  amazing.. like out of the magazine amazing.

cancerversary......3 years ago

It was only 3 years ago that I was for sure gonna die from breast cancer....the chemo from 3 months prior didn't work and so on this day I choose to have surgery...now 3 yrs later IM STILL CANCER FREE!!!

Every.single.time i look in the mirror at my scars, see the 20lbs I gained, my walker, or my dark frizzy hair i tell myself its all for a GREAT reason. And I still thank the Lord daily for all the love shown to me in that time.......

After 456325695 women stated on blogs, forums and on social media that they felt normal in weeks, I WAS NOT ONE OF THEM. sure, i felt better daily but i did not feel normal.......now 3 years after the dr.'s played operation with my body and 5 months off tamoxifen i feel almost normal.

my sister n law said something that really rang true for me and i say it almost daily...

You lived ......now live

then

and now

one second

in one second life can change and it did for these girls...so if you can please donate....http://www.gofundme.com/tothgirls

national infertility week

this week is national infertility week. we suffered for many years with this..then I got cancer and it threw my concentration on this off. and whether you choose to talk about it or not it affects a lot of people. I pray you're not one of these people because it is not fun. no part of it is. and if you suffer from this at any time, I pray that your story ends differently than mine.

every.single.day

i hardly ever say how i feel always putting other feeling in front of my own....so my fb post are now very vague and no longer about my husband whom i adore still....almost 13 years later i still adore him. every.single.day.

I read 42546387 post about ONLY INSECURE WOMEN write how they adore their men.....um no...and today as im scrolling on fb i see a women who did IVF with me and it worked!!!! lost her hubby due to a car accident, leaving her widowed and a single mother of 3....so im taking this moment to say i adore my husband.....everyday he wakes up at 5am and works for us,  never complaining about our smaller then normal income, takes me around the world not ashamed of my illness, tells me im beautiful alot, makes dinner for us every.single.night.....and as im sobbing hating that i cant do my hair straight, he takes over and does it....so yes lucky me......