Ivf #3 update 18

Blood test is negative.

i havent cried this hard in a long time

lovey is here...gosh i love him...

he is trying to make me stop crying....he is like. if its just us our whole lives then it is..Ill trade in the expedition and get you a porshe.

He said now our twins can be born in August if we get prego next time. He also told me that now we can have sex....that made me smile. now we can go to the Lake in July...we got out a calendar and we have days left till my insurance expires for a new cycle. He asked me if I wanted to do another one. I told him I would, our insurance covers it, why not?

please pray for us

IVF #3 update 17

So tomorrow is my beta. I am very nervious. I wish I could tell you what I think, well I..think i am..I think its finally here. I hope, pray and have faith that I am right.

I woke up last night/this am 4:45 sweating and then i realized my left boobs has a sharp pain going through it. It was also leaking...I thought it was blood so I got up and went to the bathroom to look and it was clear so I guess its just leaking...uggg is this a sign.

Now 12 years ago I had a miscarraige and since then my boobs have discharge that comes out of them when you squeeze them. The Dr said its a sign of high prolactin and has done several test and prolactin levels are always fine...so hmmmmm

thoughts?

9am tomorrow....this is the day that will change our lives one way or the other.

IVF #3 update 16

My Dr just called. He was just checking on me. It was a big difference from last cycles call where he told me to expect a negative. He thinks this will be good...

I feel good..better today. I felt so tired....today, this am, I seem to be better. I emptied the dishwasher so that was nice:)

Today is 7 years that Lovey and I have been dating. 7 yrs on the 7th, this is gooooood! My lucky/blessed #. Lovey has to go put together the stage for a Joe Diffie concert tonight for some extra cash...this wife of his is still unemployed...although I do have 5 photoshoots in the next 2 weeks!!!

I am soooo happy to finally be off bedrest so I can straighten my house, and blog:)

IVF #3...update 16

I LOVE being on bedrest and having lovey wait on me hand and foot...

We had steak, bakes tatoes, and corn..it was sooo yummy. Roonie and Victoria came by and visited me, it was so nice. it was a great day and I wanted to glow to the world.

Jess came over and gave me my vitamins and walked the dogs and then came back and brought me lunch:) it was nice!

the next day we had cheesburgers and fries which are my favorite.

last night we had roast, mash tatoes, and baby corn for the babies.

this morning lovey made me an omelette, toast and chocolate milk.

its the bestest treatment.

IVF #3...update 15

I wanted to post pics today but I wont lie, Im afraid to move to much...My transfer cord for my camera is somewhere and when lovey gets home from softball Ill ask him to look for it.

Ill tell you about my transfer but Ill edit my post with pics once I get em..

We went in yesterday at 11:30. Lovey asked me to ask them for an update pic. I didnt want to. I was scared they would tell me they both died. So Lovey asked them for one and they gave it to us...

They are beautiful...Our main Dr came in to the retreval room where we where this time and said the blast looked better than they did that morning...Lovey asked him alot of questions but one was...Why did they tell us one died and yet today it is alive...He said they all did arrest but one did start back growing...He didnt seemed suprised but I THINK ITS A MIRACLE!!! I do.



He also told us that we had 3 excellent embryos on day 3 and 3 very good ones and the other 2 where just good. He said he didnt know why they died, he said that maybe they needed to be implanted on day three. Lovey said maybe they just missed their mommy:) I like that reason.



They put in two embryos...one Merola and one early blast. The Merola looked like a better quality but slower, but we have two in there:) We are so having twins!!!



this is when it started.....ticktockticktock

lovey waiting..he is so handsome


and my famous socks:)



Beta is Nov 11th...its so gonna be positive!!!!

IVF #3...update 14

So this morning I wait for a call to see if our one embie is still alive and if it is they will transfer it...Well they called, and they are not transfering one...THEY ARE TRANSFERING TWO!!! thats right..two embies.. ones a merula and the other is an early blast.

Miracles do happen.

This is one of them.

God is good, all the time.

We are looking for a boys name that means miracle or something like that...well matthew mean God gift...So I think we will do Matthew Scoot for a boy and Grace ___ for a girl:)

IVF #3...update 13

we just back from Dr...all but one of the embies died. We have one left, a stage III merola...he wants to put it in tomorrow, let it grow and see what happens.

Im crushed..never saw this coming.

he told lovey again, its an egg quality thing. I disagree..maybe Im in denial, but I disagree. He also said they would have died in me or in the peetry dish..I then explained to lovey that not ness true...is it? Im like that why they like to do transfers on day three because some dont live awesome in a peetry dish, right?

so tomorrow they call with the news if its alive, we go for transfer, if its not, then we are done...maybe for good.