Got my prof engagement pics

loooook what i goooooooooooooottttttt!!!!
this is my favorite but i wanted lovey to smile.....soooooooooooooo he photo shopped him...lookie lookie
I went to see them and he "secretly" gave me my pics....and although a batted my eyes and thanked him so much...i have an appointment with a new photographer on Wednesday....
I am not a bridezilla...and i am paying alot for my pictures...for the reason of wanting them to the best...and to be so on the same page....and i know we arn't...so will find someones elese...and if he thinks my $500.00 non refundable deposit will stop me...well he is in for a rude awakening...this is the day i have waited for my whole life and i want not have demand what i want...i want it to be given to me...i am not busting their ass about price...so dont bust mine about locations and pictures....so i go on Wednesday and we will seeeee...I love my engagement pics...they are not what i had imagines..they are awesome...but i wanted more candid shots..not posed ones...so i didn't get what i wanted and i dont think that i should have to say over and over what i want and what my ideas are....

got my dress

So Monday my dress came in. Alfred Angelo called me to tell me and I made appt to go with Mom to see and pick up the dress....I got Mom and we drove to the store....
a lil personal...but i have had one of the worst periods of my life this month...I have an appt to go to the dr in a week...but I have ahd THE WORST CRAMPS AND BLEEDING....ewww...so i am so not in a GREAT mood but stilll sososoososososos happy to be getting my dress...
We pick it up and mom took a few pics of me in my dress with me veil too!!!! I love it..,.and I was so scared the 2 was gonna be to small especially because I am so bloated right now...but it was loose...like im gonna have to alter it lloseeeeee....yayayyayayay...
here are pics...they are big so you can kinda see detail....
yayayayayyaayyaya...its here and it looks sosoosos good!!!! I am so happy...and pics so dont do it justice....
Mom and I went to Fridays and she gave me a gift...its a lil pink box from Hallmark...you open it and it has 2 necklaces...2 heat ones....one is the frame of the heart and the other is the actual heart...and on the box...it says ..you wear one ill wear the other and we will always be close at heart.... i cried and cried...im so blessed with this mommy....thank you Lord for givng me an amazing mommy in law....
lucky me......
and that was my dres night...my dress is hear and i want to try it on and i will have ore pics once jess comes over after i get the acrynalin...yayayyayayay

Engagement pics day

Lovey and I wnet for our Engagement Pics....We love em....They are simply amazing....
We had planned on doing the photobooth look, but things changed once we got there.....he didn't want to make funny faces in front of some stranger and honestly i could see why....i would...but he isnt like that and i am sososo not mad that he wouldnt do it...cuz honestly its OUR engagement pics and its what WE both want...so he took some awesome pics.....yayayayyayayayaya
here are some of us before the pictures...me trying to teach lovey to make funny faces...he is doing his hair....hahahaahhno lovey....LIKE THISSSSSok...we are just cute here...see lovey ...do it...noooo...dont close your eyes...YAYAYAYAYAAYYAAY YOU DID IT!!!these were the signs i made to do the save the dates....
we didn't use those either...how freakin cute is our pup???? look lil tubby wants up on the couch...heehee

ovulation

K. Today is May 16, 2006 and I realized something that is making smile from here to.... well...forever.......so happySo For those who know me....know that almost 10 years ago I got pregnant and miscarried at 8 weeks. Well, like I said, that was almost 10 years ago and no more pregnancies. Lovey and I have been having not so safe "quality time" for about 2 years.....and no babies...so I have been worried that maybe I cant get prego...So what i have failed to realize is a loooong time ago I was taught that you ovulate 14 days after the start of your period and that you only get prego on those few days....and so I learned the timing method when I was 18...I have practiced this every month that i havent been on the pill (alot of months) since then...alot of years...I am now 29..its like second nature to me...I like have it in my head....i barely have to look on a calendar....But I still am sacred....then I ALSO REMEMBER THAT I was off the pill with Nino for 2 years and didn't get prego until the month we tried to.....BAM...prego...the very first month....So I decided to start clocking my period and to read up on how to not get prego before the wedding...and i found this whole mucous thing...My girlfriend knows all about it and explained it to me....and 3 days ago..it happened...I started with the kinda mucous that tells you that your about to ovulate...and today....EXACTLY 14 days from the start of my period, I got the kind of FERTILE MUCUS....like ALOT of it....SO ITS OFFICIAL...I WORK!!!!!! YAYAYYAYAYAYAAYAYYJess laughs when i called dancing around cuz she said she always knew "i worked" hahhaha...but to me..I feel so good about this....:)

regestering with my jess

K...So Lovey and I went to the mall the other night to exchange some shoes for some cleats for softball.....He was suppose to go Mt Biking but Tommy sold out(had to work late and had a date :)) last minute so they didn't go....
Here is a pic of THE HOTTEST BOY i KNOW.....before he got change to go to the mall....

So we exchange his shoes and while we are there we decide to look at wedding bands....and we found his.....it is so amazing...we both instantly loved it....on his handsome hand...(no jess this isnt MY hairy finger)and it is platinum...it looks gold in the pic...buts its not...
I didn't take any pictures of mine that night because we were undecided...
We came home and went seepy nite nite....
Sat morning Jess and I drop the girls off an their granma and grandpa house so that we can go register....I would take lovey but he is so impatient...and so we did the bed bath and beyond store together and now the other ones...Jess and I did and I have gone to the website so he can add what he wants....
So we had a great day....thanks jess..lucky me to have you....We go to Johnny Rockets to eat...we were starving....
This is Jess before she knew I was taking pics of her..The guy behind her was so freakin confused when he saw the repeated flash going off...hahahahahaThis her trying to ignore the fact that im making a scenethis is her giving in and posing for the paprazziOK MY TURN...i SWEAR THERE WAS A BUG CRAWLING TOWARDS ME AND JESS killed it with her bare hands....okok...so i am not dieting
Here is the place setting I fell in love with at Macys...Its one of the few things I hope that we get....that and my KitchenAid mixer for my famous cake making skillssss.hahaha
and we tried on my rings again so I could see which one Jess liked the best....
th wrap....it will be in white gold and it will :fit to my ring" snugand this is the 2 bands just sitting next to my ring...

As you know i feel so lucky for my life...I think my mom is smiling down on my from heaven...
Today is 6 years that she left....6 years..where did the time go???
I swear it was just yesterday that Jess and I were at hospice watching the show friends with my mom and I went home after it was over...and they called about 2 hrs later and said she died....
yesterday...i swear....
I went back and both brothers were there and I just cried and cried...and how it wasnt real...and how it took over 5 months to become real.....
so...Mom...I want you to know...that to this day i think you almost everyday and I thank you for helping me become the woman I am today. Thanks for giving me sense of humor...Lord knows I need one...thanks for teaching how to care for someone.....it comes in so handy now with Lovey and once we have babies.
But most of all....Thanks for being my Biggest fan...
I miss you so much and I will NEVER forget what we had...
all my life...all my love...all for you.
and Jess thanks for helping me get through this very hard time...I dont know how I would have EVER done it without you....thank you and I love you

miss u

Lovey leaves me breathless

Seriously,Does it get better than this??? My lovey is outside redoing our landscaping that was ruined by the hurricane...he is just so damn hot!!!! I cant stop running out to kiss his face....i freakin love my life....lil story to make me smile....a few months ago i was tellin Lovey that i loved this song and wanted to put it on my myspace but i didn't know how it went...so im trying to describe it...Im like...its I want you...u make me want you...i wanna do you right now...something like that...but like an 80's song and they play it in Publix (where he works) and his like..WHAT??? i have no idea what you talking about...and we laughed and that was it....The other day he calls me and he says...hey..is this the song you were talkin about? and puts me on hold so i can hear the music...and there it was...Dont leave me breathless by the Corrs...so he lets me listen to the song and then takes me off hold and tells me who it was and was smiling from ear to ear...like how did i get this lucky??? All the months pass and he hears a song and knows out of all the songs this is it..so yesterday he calls me and I tell him that I canceled all his credit cards and reordered his license (he lost his wallet mountain biking the night before)and then we hang up and he calls right back and I answer...WHAT(giggling) and all i hear is that song....he put me on hold so i could hear my song....so if you go to my myspace...its there...Lucky me....